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Life happens.

I'm re-enrolling in classes, taking out a student loan - this is pretty much the best way to ensure that I have money and regular computer access at this point, and in the future. That combined with continuing to look for clerical and data entry work.

Taking creative writing classes on the grounds that it will force me to do creative writing, at least 1/3 of which will not be Bliss Stage related.

Speaking of which, the VN chugs along. I am hoping we can get something out in time for Anime Conji in April (http://www.animeconji.org/), because I'm holding some games there (http://www.animeconji.org/forums/viewtopic.php?f=14&t=37). Including but not limited to the infamous Katawa Stage; I'm rewriting it to be less LULZ DATING SIM INJOKES (specifically, I'm making Hisao a Rising Hero with an actual codified stat block, rather than the stupid trick where he's a Devoted Lover with a 5/3 to be assigned); AstraKiseki rightly pointed out that "no one cares."

On a related note, I really need to get some Bliss Stage cosplay going for that. Planning on going as VN!Josh Preston, Kenji, and/or (Gurren Lagaan's) Viral, Marketing. Should be fun.

I can also probably hold Bliss Stage games online for people; in fact I intend to.
l_the_fangirl: (Default)
Can you hear my faltering voice?
I thought I'd lost it so long ago.
I'd buried it so deep underground,
Right up until now.

If my feelings mean anything,
Then I guess it just goes to show,
All I've done and all I will do,
Will matter in the end.

I was such a fool that I
Nearly gave up hope right before
I broke through all the barriers,
to see the color of the sky...

I couldn't face the sight!
Even now I'm torn...
I sometimes feel unworthy to gaze on the endless sky...

But I cannot give up!
My work has just begun!
And I can start to change under the color of the sky.

The answer that I sought was always here. (Right here.)

I cannot beat myself up
For mistakes I made in the past.
Even though I'm filled with regret,
At everything I did.

I must stand fast, I cannot give up,
No matter how easy that seems.
Each mistake a lesson I've learned,
In how to seek my dreams.

I've come this far without the nerve to look you in the eye.
Imagine how far I'll go when I catch up to tell you how I feel.

What you told me then...
Gave me all the strength...
I needed to be worthy to gaze upon the sky.

Today more than ever...
I can see my path...
As lit by all the dazzling stars above me in the violet sky.

The answer that I sought was always here. (Right here.)

It was as if I finally was
Acting with consent of my heart.
Those days were so precious to me,
And I hoped for many more...

But I couldn't face the sight!
Even now I'm torn...
I sometimes feel unworthy to gaze on the endless sky...

But I cannot give up!
My work has just begun!
And I can start to change under the color of the sky.

The answer that I sought was always here.

(Right here.)

(Right now.)

RIGHT HERE!

ConXtreme

Jul. 20th, 2008 09:17 pm
l_the_fangirl: (Default)
Okay. Just went to a staff meeting for conXtreme, a convention in San Mateo that I'm the Tabletop Head of.

http://www.con-x-treme.org./

It's meant to help aspiring creators learn the ropes. Not to say it doesn't have it's share of silly (the Smexy Cosplay Competition comes to mind - finally, an excuse to drag out that Omaha The Cat Dancer costume!) but it's for creators.

Ben, Levi - IPR NEEDS to have a table there, both to sell games and so the Story Game wonks and gurus can hold events and workshops.. How should I contact them?

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